VitaDistrutta >> 04/05/2013 4:02pm
I'm a 15 year old girl, and I'm in 9th grade. I started getting those feelings of hopelessness (and sometimes I don't even have a reason for feeling this way) at the end of 7th grade. 8th grade started and got worse and worse and I thought it was a terrible year, I didn't think it could get much worse, but it did this year. I didn't think at the time that I was depressed, (I just blamed it on a bad school year, or the teachers) but I was just depressed (maybe slightly) then and it's gotten worse. Now as my 9th grade year has progressed, I've gotten worse and worse. Sad all the time. Losing all my friends. Not feeling loved by my family. I have a boyfriend, and he's the only thing that makes me happy when I'm with him because I forget about everything else.. But as soon as he leaves, every sad thought comes crashing back down on me. He goes to a different school and we are having some problems with the relationship.. just more to add to the list. I feel loved by him more than my parents, but I can't even talk to him about my problems. He used to be depressed, but any time I'm sad, he won't try to make me feel better, but instead will get angry that I'm upset... I don't get why. So to not upset him, I started keeping my feelings from him; the one person I thought I'd be able to talk to. The person I love.. So. No friends, no parents, not even my boyfriend. I can't talk to anyone. So I ended up here. Well, if anyone reads this, thank you for listening to my story; no one else will.
lookingforme >> 16/05/2013 11:44pm
15 is tough but I promise things get better.
Just tackle one day at time.
lookingforme >> 16/05/2013 11:44pm
15 is tough but I promise things get better.
Just tackle one day at time.